Thursday, May 24, 2007

Dear bloggy

I think the night has mystical powers. It's casting this weird spell over me, and I suddenly feel...very empty. I don't know if this is the best adjective or description, it's the first word that popped to mind. I was just laughing my ass off at Swensens earlier tonight but I feel like emo elmo now. Boo. :( I'm suddenly very scared of the future. It seems so uncertain and bleak and much as I hate to think negatively, it doesn't seem to sparkle like it's supposed to be. I'm missing the turtles, although the papa turt has disappeared entirely. I miss you, you and you as well. ( I reckon it's better to leave out names, hah. )

On the other hand, daffy had to log into my lj account on my behalf today and after I told her my password, she said "your password is talking about yourself what." SO MEAN. -_-" I think I will change to something less "retarded", quoting from her. Haha. But I still <3 you muchies. (:
The brainjuice is finally drying up. YAY! My bodyclock has been so screwed up, I haven't been able to sleep earlier than 4 each day. Now's only 3.06am, but I shall be off. UP AND AWAY!

xoxo

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

I hate having two depressing posts in a row but I JUST CAN'T HELP IT.
Now I've just gotten wind of yet another TWO close girlfriends probably leaving singapore.
This is utterly terrible omg.
If all four decides to leave... oh gosh. I don't really know how i can take it seriously.
-inserts sad face

On the other hand, I'm still .jobless. This isn't too good for my atm anymore.
It's now hovering on the low end of the four digit sum.
Sigh. NIGHTS

ps: nikki i hope you cheer up soon (: