Saturday, December 11, 2004

obsession has begun ; possessed by destruction


ahh im aching all over now.
my arms, my leggies, my back, even my arse!
i feel like an old ahma now.tsk.
anyhows. dragonboating was pretty fun i guess?
tiring but at least i feel so strong now.
like some macho woman with muscles.hah.
the bus we took to leave kallang broke down.
grrrs. it was pouring like hell and we just had to be so unlucky.
at least we got to experience how it was like to be an eskimo.
rubbing yourself to keep warm in a friggin cold place.
hee.
it was torturous being stuck in the bus for sooo long (cause of the stupid traffic jam), with goosepimples appearing every few minutes.
but we survived it.
yay for us.HAHA.

tmr shall be rest day.
need to renew all the energy lost from the week's activities.
my cheeks are so pinkish now.
double yay?haha (:
nites.


ps: hc! i got remember you lah!so irritating. so beary. so stinky. (that's what your darling ph calls you :D) grrrs. meet up with us after you are done with YOUR BUSY SCHEDULE LA HUH.(which is probably next year or something.) hah. you get my hint don't you?! hrmmph.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

hoho squash today kicked ass!
it was fun.(although we still kinda suck at it)
hopefully can play more later this holidays!
okays to those flying off today.take care and have a safe flight!
you'll be missed by yours truly.hee.
remember to bring back pressies ok!
i want my china chocolates and something good from aussie!(:
oh yeah.my dearest bumbo came back yest.
she gave me sucha big tight hug!awwww so sweet right?
hahaha.i was so excited to see her.she made me so jealous!argh.
alrighty.one disc down.ten more to go.
yayeeee.
this holidays' been great,although lacking some excitement.
so far the xmas for the past three years have been eventful.
always something new.
let's hope this xmas will turn out interesting!(:
keep your fingers crossed!


ps: calx!im talking to you on msn now!heh.we must marry next time okay!(not to each other but you know what i mean right?):D

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

oh gosh did you know that the famous stick man figure had a name?!
he's called xiaoxiao!ahahahaha what a retarded name!
there's even the xiaoxiao series!go watch it!


so, i was reading today uhh.today.
haha that sounded dumb.
but anyways.there was this part about the cheesiest movie lines of all time.
and the cheesiest line in movie history?
"I'm the king of the world!" in titanic.
hahaha! so corny.
and this other one - "You had me at hello" in Jerry Maguire.
so cheeeeesy.
im highly amused ;)

Sunday, December 05, 2004

had a nice talk with my bro just now.that was like,the first time we really talked after ages.hah.oh man,i just wanta say i love him. ;) awww,how mushy.but seriously,the talk did send waves of nostalgia through me.

firstly, he's not what i would call, the typical elder brother.i would say that he's more than that.definitely.he's...special.well,i remember how he used to protect me when i was young - punishments from my mum, big bullies at the arcades who had nothing better to do.back when my parents used to quarrel,me,being the kiddy who would freak out like shit,would always run to his room and we would just huddle in one corner of the bed,waiting for the storm to be over.(i wonder how he could stand comforting such a pesky lil sis)hee.but anyway,he also got me hooked onto wrestling (YES.I USED TO BE A WWF FAN.i even cried once when i missed one of those special episodes.like smackdown or whatever nonsense.stupid i know.:D)and all the other fighting vid and com games.yeah.i grew up playing all those stuff.i never had a single barbie doll.(i dislike dolls.especially those that can blink.)mind you,we even had the same shirts last time.how cute.haha

anyways,he didnt grow up to be like one of those ace students.he picked up bad habits, got himself into trouble and some other shit.that's all in the past now.but you know what made me so sad?he was telling me how i must study hard to make it big in the future.cause in this materialistic world now,everything's bout money.money equals status.it's important to be practical and intelligence's the key to survival.why the fuck should we care about lavish appearances?those are just superficial.

he's decided not to further his studies after serving ns cause he said it'll be damn costly.like,15k?and that's only for one semester.he didnt want daddy to worry about finances.i mean yeah, we're not poor or anything.but both our education expenses are bound to be real high.so he's planned to give up his chance for me.this sounds so drama huh.god i feel like shit now though.hearing him talk about his plans for the future made me realise how old we've become.

argh.it's funny how im experiencing these kinda funny emotions now.maybe i just feel that it's so unfair to him.i mean,i've always been the most pampered in the family.kinda biased isn't it.(not that i mind.hah.)yeah wells.he told me to listen to him and go to him whenever i needed someone.that made me really touched you know.haha.so emo ah.but seriously.it's so sweet.god i love him dearly.have i mentioned that already?oh never mind (:

okay.such an emo and long entry.hoho
and im in love now.
with peterpan -winks ;)
and no, im not crazy.
nites.