Tuesday, September 23, 2003

on the lighter note. today i managed to study a lil of chinese with sher. quite proud of myself now. =)


oh no. have i really changed alot? i know ive changed. but what have i changed into now? the piercing of my second ear hole has stirred it up. ks told me downright how much ive changed. and that she was disappointed. doing some self reflections now. i do feel it. and i know i no longer am who i was before. the stuff that i do. but still. i really am pretty much the same person. i dunno what direction im heading towards too. we're in different class now. she has known me since sec1. im trust her as an observer. that she can see things that people around me dont. because i change along with the people around me. there's no denial about that. but now thinking. am i happy with who i have become now? is it really who i want myself to be? that i dunno. bleahx. oh well. my priority now shall be exams. i will work hard. i will prove that i am still who i was. and still am. sorry ks.